dear cc

are you a stoner? i was sitting out on the park bench, thinking about our afternoon today. thinking about how i felt disappointed about not feeling a spark with you. you weren't what i had hoped for.

it was nice meeting you, really, but i didn't spark. that's usually an irreparable deal-breaker.

i feel as though i should give him the benefit of the doubt and ask him if he is a stoner, like me. i would tell him 'smoking weed has been an integral part of healing my back surgery. if it's not a significant aspect of your opinion of me, well maybe it could at least be notable.' like maybe even though we don't feel compatible while sober, we could experience an entirely different relationship high. 

isn't this one of the most common themes in love?; 'would we be together, if only we could be different people entirely?'