swing batta' batta'

i have needed to figure out what i want in the professional, spiritual, personal and emotional realm, and i've spent the last few years doing so. i was standing out in the park thinking about how i've come to this point where i've been doing my studying -- now it's time to go on the record with my official answer. 

what are my career, belief system, ego-fulfilling and romantic priorities? i wondered if i'll be ready to try dating again after i return from my travels this month. the little why not voice in my mind asked in an excited gasp 'am i ready?!' would i allow it to be an option?

the career thing is hanging there, ready to find its landing spot. i feel like i'm looking for my best work option, but feel like i'm not seeing anything. i'm hoping my doubts will be resolved by a great opportunity coming out of the blue, landing right in my lap. 

in the chorus of my profession: network!

ugh... i'm over this already. anyways, go ahead career life, give it to me straight...