would i topple without my fix?

a week without weed due to travel and familial visitations was like some kind of test in balance.

i was leaning hard at the end there.

most violent fantasies

all sorts of scenarios of seeing v again. slow-mo action shots of him hurting. directly, utmost physicality.

not only fantasies of the warped corporal possibilities, but of the music playing over the scene. something light, happy -- although not an ironic innocence. something that conveys relief, a finite 'this feels better now.'

a way to show what joy and resolution is possible in violence.

don't go for second best, baby

put your love to the test

details of personal romantic affairs tend to be cliché. we don't care who said what when -- it's only the sentiment we're after.

express yourself